HOLY CRAP!!!!! DO YOU KNOW WHAT STARTS TOMORROW!?!?!?!!??!?!?!
White PaperThe scariest and most horrifying emotion I have ever felt is nothing. Emotion is what creates a person and to feel nothing is to be nothing. I am numb. Instead of feeling what I should in my situation- anguish, desperation, hopelessness, betrayal, shock- i feel...nothing. I suppose the mind is clever. If something hurts too much to bear, ignore it. That way, you won't go insane. But, when I'm sad, at least I feel. When I feel I know and remember that I once felt happiness. If you feel nothing, you don't know how to stop it. I want to cry. I need to cry. I want to be hurt so bad that I get knocked out of this numbness. I want to be like the northern lights, full of color that changes and dances in the night. But instead, I am a piece of white paper; blank and indifferent.White Paper by grimlegacie